After waiting to meet someone I decided its time to make a decision on how much I want children. Now that I am 37 years old my fertility clock is ticking. I decided to go through with AI (artificial insemination) I found a donor who was willing to stay in contact so my child would know their father. I prepared this decision for seven years. I had my first insemination cycle at the beginning of this month. My menstural is due on the 19th which will indicate if it was successful or not. It is my deepest dream to be a mother. I never realized what an emotional roller coaster ride this would be. The main goal here is to never give up. As a Christian it was the hardest decision of my life.
